Archive for the ‘Lyrics’ Category

Shocking and New

August 14, 2016

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The knowledge imposes a pattern, and falsifies,
For the pattern is new in every moment
And every moment is a new and shocking
Valuation of all we have been.

T.S. Eliot, East Coker

Don’t get caught in a pattern
Don’t get stuck in a rut
Don’t be ruled by a pain
In the pit of your gut

Don’t make a prison of the past
Don’t contest old wars
Don’t hesitate to open
An unfamiliar door

Don’t miss tomorrow for today
Don’t clutch the dead and gone
Don’t turn your whole life into
A sad country song

Be open for the future
It’s shocking and new
Can’t know what it is
Until it gets to you

by Richard W. Bray

Not a Good Plan

August 8, 2016

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The girl I didn’t marry
The girl who loved me true
Was a precious little angel
Just like you

I had a good life
But I hadn’t figured out
Who I had to be
Or what I was about

She never ever knew
She couldn’t see
She fell in love
With the man I tried to be

That’s why I ran away
I couldn’t get locked in
Now I’ll never know
What we might have been

Now you wanna love me
That’s not a good plan
I still ain’t figured out
Who the hell I am

by Richard W. Bray

I don’t care

July 31, 2016

VVVVVVwhiskeyman

I don’t care she went away
I don’t care the kitchen smells
I can buy some paper plates
I can live on Taco Bell

I don’t care she went away

I don’t care that she’s gone
a man’s gotta be free
and I gotta be strong

I don’t care she went away

I don’t care that I’m alone
I ain’t about to cry
cuz I’m totally grown

I don’t care she went away
I don’t care I was wrong
time to drink some whisky
and play a sad song

by Richard W. Bray

It Ain’t Me, Bro

July 18, 2016

VVVVVpixie

I cannot be
Your fantasy
I won’t make
Your life complete
I cannot fix the world
I’m not your
Pixie Dream Girl


I’m not a maid
I’m not a saint
I’m not a shrine
Where you can pray
I’m not your mommy
Put on earth
To make the ouchie
Go away

We can walk
For a while
We can talk and
We can nuzzle
Don’t forget that
I’m a person
Not a piece
Of you puzzle


I’m not a maid
I’m not a saint
I’m not a shrine
Where you can pray
I’m not your mommy
Put on earth
To make the ouchie
Go away

by Richard W. Bray

The Voice of Sanity

July 11, 2016

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The shapes a bright container can contain!
Theodore Roethke, I Knew a Woman

The shapes and colors you contain
Paralyze my lonesome brain

It did not lessen your appeal
When you suggested I get real

Who I am and who you are
Mean I must love you from afar

I hear the voice of sanity
Saying how it’s gotta be:

“Forget her smile, her voice, her hair
Cry a lot and look elsewhere”

I should just give up on love
My hopeless heart has had enough

by Richard W. Bray

Dr. Pill

July 4, 2016

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Studied half my life
To be a healer
And I ended up as bad
As the neighborhood dealer

I thought I’d be dashing
I thought I’d be rich
Didn’t expect to be
Big Pharma’s little bitch

I got pills for the kids
I got pills for their mamas
If I push enough product
It’s a week in the Bahamas

I don’t care about your body
I don’t care about your bones
Just need to make money
To pay off my loans

I don’t care what you eat
I don’t care if you work out
Pushing my prescriptions
Is what I’m about

I don’t care how you feel
So don’t waste my time
Your words don’t contribute
To my bottom line

by Richard W. Bray

sooner or later

July 2, 2016

VVVVsooner or later

sooner or later it all gets real
Neil Young, Walk On

I can find you a bed
I can fix you a meal
You can cry on my shoulder
When the shit gets real

I can offer my friendship
I can lead you to the well
We can talk and we can laugh
And we can sit for a spell

Gotta haggle with the world
And hold on to your soul
Sometimes you gotta fight
And sometimes you better roll

I can point you to the people
Who are fighting for peace
But the torments of this world
Ain’t never gonna cease

I’ll treat you like a guest
But I cannot live your quest
You’re ready for the world
And you’re fully grown
Just try and do your best
I think you’re ready for the test
Some things you gotta
Face on your own

by Richard W. Bray

not a sometimes thing

June 27, 2016

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William Shakespeare, Sonnet 116

I love you when you’re mean
I love you when you’re mad
I love you when you’re angry
I love you when you’re bad

Love is not a smorgasbord
For me to pick and choose
Always have to clean my plate
When I’m digesting you

I love you when you pout
I love you when you cry
I love you when you’re dirty
I’ll love you till I die

Love is not a sometimes thing
Love is not a switch
I love you as an angel
I love you as a bitch

by Richard W. Bray

Hell is the Hunger

June 19, 2016

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Somebody finished
All the drink
Somebody puked
In the sink
And who trashed your apartment
And filled it up with stink?

Hell is the hunger
That’s taking you down
Hell is the hope
That cannot be found
Hell is waking up
On the dirty side of town

Cashed in your soul
For the lowest bid
Somebody ditched your wife
And abandoned your kids
Always had a reason
For everything you did

Hell is the hunger
That’s taking you down
Hell is the hope
That cannot be found
Hell is waking up
On the dirty side of town

Opportunity melts into
A big pile of sad
Don’t blame your mother
And don’t blame your dad
Somebody threw away
Every chance you ever had

Hell is the hunger
That’s taking you down
Hell is the hope
That cannot be found
Hell is waking up
On the dirty side of town

by Richard W. Bray

I’ll tell you what’s wrong with your girlfriend

June 17, 2016

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I’ll tell you what’s wrong with your girlfriend
I do it because I’m your friend
I’ll tell you what’s wrong with your girlfriend
I won’t stop till you comprehend

She’s snooty and snotty
And hurtful and mean
She’s hateful and haughty
And gross and obscene

She’s pompous pretentious
And full of manure
A definite menace
She smells like a sewer

I’ll tell you what’s wrong with your girlfriend
To help you is all I intend
I’ll tell you what’s wrong with your girlfriend
You’ll see that I’m right in the end

Her charm is a lie
She’s not all she seems
I look in her eyes
And I see all my dreams

She’s sexy and graceful
And lovely and free
Why’d she pick you when
She could’ve had me?

by Richard W. Bray